恋の予感
february 22nd, 2025
it has been a month since i moved to tokyo. yes, i moved to tokyo.
i don't really believe that i know what i was thinking. there was no honeymoon period here. i have been yet to enjoy myself for awhile now. god knows i've tried. i knew it would be challenging, but the experience has well and truly knocked me off of my feet. i miss home everyday. i miss the people i love and the lifestyle i was so inclined for. i fall asleep on trains every single day. i only have a handful of my worldly belongings. my lifestyle has become pedantic and wavering.
one day i'll fall in love with this place. i don't think it will be anytime soon, but one day i will fall in love.
Mood: 悲しい
Listening to: "sculptures of anything goes", arctic monkeys
Reading: genki
Watching: youtube
Playing: nothing anymore
Eating: a delicious but probably butchered homecooked vegetarian japanese meal
Drinking: terrible japanese red wine
welcome to my island
june 1st, 2024
welcome to my island. we're somewhere off in the pacific, and we won't be coming home anytime soon.
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